Sunday, December 9, 2012

Have you ever had a horrible birthday?

Me? yes and its right now december 9,2012 sunday of 3:17 am
Im turning 17 and my plan was supposed to go to manila with my family but my mom and sister they missed their flight but things change so here are the horrible (not in order) things today

- I got a fight with my dad I send him a text message saying this and that about his friend and he is taking his friend side than her daughter pa! that man is a bad influence to you he smoke and you might smoke again!. and other super private stuff.

- my mom and sister missed their flight because they forgot something in the train and it was important.

- I thought my relative was going to buy the ingredients for what they r going to cook and it turns out that Im the one whose money going to use!

- I missed my mom I miss her making my favorite dessert.

- I think this is the 2-3 time my sister and mom missed my birthday

- my best friends cant make it because they have a important busy day and I understand them.

Its a horrible birthday for a gal like me turning 17 I know its too early to judge a day but for me this day is ruined!
last month of november I got a feeling that december will be sad then boom its my birthday....right now I dont know why I shared my horrible 17 birthday maybe because I want someone to listen to me Im all alone here no one understand me.
I want my big sister i want to talk to her she is good with listening and commenting. and right now Im not in the mood celebrating my birthday and Im crying and sobbing right now and I think ill just lock my self in this room.
and I cant sleep and I dont wanna.

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