Hey! Say! Jump! ヘイ!セイ!ジャンプ
They Performed their New song Bounce in Shonen Club every 1st and 2nd in Wednesday. every month. The video is below~
I envy them dancing makes me want to do a group dance.
I didn't watch that video I watched this video
I cant search it its weird. I gotta say I love it. I just wished they come here in the Philippines. orrr ill earn money and next year I could go and meet em.
At first I don't like Hey say jump. I know them because of my best friend she liked yamada but when I turned 16? I became a fan because of Yamada Ryosuke's Series called Risou no musoko 理想の息子
Here's the link if you want to watch
and I think my best friend is not a fan anymore? or rarely? I dont know.
and then I'm now 17 I fell in love in his Solo Debut music Mystery Virgin but I like moonlight and Asia no yoru. I thought I only like yamada and I listened to their songs and Damn I loved it. and I learn to like all the members but yamada is still my favorite (NOT so SUPER).
I learned that I have to get something or someone to know em better then that's where I chose if I like em or not.
So....Yamada...He is turning damn 20 this may 9 and I'm having this feeling again
(when I was in japan and Taylor swift have a concert and I reeeaaallly want to go but I don't have a money so I was sad. and told my self don't worry there's always next year! Ganbare!!!)
I don't know if I should I write him and them a letter but I don't know what to write and I'm not a super super fan. So I think in the end I'm not writing em a fan letter. They don't have a fan email.
And I'm not like all the SUPER FAN GIRLS out there at first I'm really cant look at yamada in his pics or their music videos. It made me shy and now I'm not. and I only have 1 poster of them but I wont put them in my wall. I just cant I'm shy looking at em XD and I don't feel putting it and 1 poster is enough for me.
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MY DREAMS?
So...ill make sure to graduate HS THIS YEAR! in order to follow my dreams! and meet them.
College will always be there. it wont walk,it wont run.
I actually envy a lot of people because...they know what they want and I don't!. I don't know what I want...because I am not smart and athletic. I want to have a successful future and I want to do something I love but I still don't know what that is.
I want to go to college I want to surpass my parents XD because they didn't went to college and in my family there is just a one person who graduated in college. but the prob is I don't know what course to take! and I am scared because I might pick a wrong course and get another course again! it like a waste!.
I have a tons of dreams. and I feel ill accomplish them someday.
And I was Thinking what I really want to be and I remembered when I was a Kid! (I think I was in preschool?) I performed on the stage and on the second one I back out because maybe a stage fright! I was afraid!. and years pass and I was in grade school when I would watch
That's So Raven and I told myself I want to be like raven She doesn't care if she is fat and all. She makes people laugh and she is fashionable. and of course I became busy at school I didn't have time to watch it and of course when I turned to grade 5-6 (and I think this is when I discovered anime) Hannah Montana came and I told my self she reminds me of that's so raven funny and she sings. So I was like ill become a ROCK STAR! but I found out I suck at singing. then Yearsss past I was 14 I went to japan I discovered Kat-tun and arashi because of gokusen and Hana Yori Dango. and I loved those drama. and before I knew it I watched a lot of Jdramas I watched gokusen over and over!
And Hey say Jump kinda inspired me. they are so sparkly in the stage when they dance and sing. it made me want to be a singer. but my voice sucks but Im practicing by myself.
I become 16 I drop-out 2-3 times (the first one I stopped during in my Junior high because it was hard I want to learn Something! but I graduated thanks to my hard working teacher ill never ever evvverrr forget her. and in my Senior high in japan I only told that ill try it and I passed the entrance exam and the interview the feeling was like wow I won! it weird I didnt answer any thing and in the math I just guessed and 4th year high here in the philippines pressure was everywhere! Tons of HM I didnt even ate dinner because of a HM and my classmate were talking about college and I feel like Im an odd person there.) at school due to not understanding anything because I was 14 when I moved to japan and went to japanese school and didnt understand the lesson.
My teacher during my Junior High cares about her students she even went to my house XD and me and my sister went to school with her. and 3 more teachers I wont forget! Egawa,Kikuchi,Sengoku and watanabe-sensei.
-Egawa-sensei is my first teacher she is my math teacher too I was like WHAT! she teach math I hate math! and I 10% like math because of her.she is my teacher when I was in my 1st and 3rd Junior high.
-Kikuchi-sensei he is also a math teacher. became my teacher when I was in 2nd year. (thats where I stopped going to school. Hard because I didn't have any friends only close people.) the lessons also become hard for me. he is also my first male teacher.
-Sengoku-sensei She was always been there for me She know how to speak english and japanese and chinese. She is a special teacher she teached me japanese (Nihongo) For an old lady she didnt tell me her age but her hair! its a unique hair style. she was there for a one year and she has a dog! and she is like a kid you can hang out too! oh and she brings me sweets hehehe even thou its not allowed at school. and she gives me gifts.
-Watanabe-sensei She look like Sybill Trelawney from harry potter! I met her when I was in my 3rd year junior high she is in guidance counselor room always but she isn't a guidance counselor and she lets me read manga and teach me japanese. Some students Like my cousin calls her frog. I dont know why theres nothing wrong with her she is kind. she is like the teacher I could talk to about things like sengoku-sensei.
During my Stopped going to school when i was in 2nd junior high! I was drawing! Im drawing! yes That was the first time I took the interest in drawing!. and Typing stories that I never finished.
Then Now I'm 17 going to adulthood. (I don't even think ill ever mature up I want fun!) I want to have a fashion store like the kardashians have and I want to use to money to buy clothes and foods for the africans. and people who are poor,kids who are orphan and kids who are in the hospital. and I want to become an actress but I searched the net and found out that acting has no skill its like a knife stab in me. I want to make people laugh!. My parents doesnt even know this dream. Because Im still not sure if I really want to enter the showbiz I want to make songs to and sing them and dance them. (I randomly sing something which is good.) but Im not a good singer and appealing like my sister (Im not jealous of her Im protective of her but she matures quickly than me.)
So for now ill enjoy My life and Im sure The time will come for me to decide surely.
So college wont be gone.
College will be there.
"I don't need to decide quickly. Time may fly fast and by. But this is my life and I only get to live once so I'm having fun with my fullest me...I may step an adulthood but I wont forget to have fun.
So Don't do things quickly (like marriage),have fun with your life and relax...
we may experience risk,pain and joy But thats life...So dont complain with your life right now be thankful for the life that god gave you...Just think Positive and never lose hope."
My quote is not a joking matter. So readers! if you want you can share the quote to the world. you dont need to pay for it. its free.
oh one more thing! ignore people who hate you! they are waste of time and don't let your guard down! and we should finish our high school! we must get our HS diploma in order to get a job.
till next blog post~
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