Feeling sad and lost after watching Great films or series. Plus School Plus Plus mah young sissy's blogger

I JUST FINISHED BBC SHERLOCK.Yesterday and I feel sad and lost and I hate this kind of feeling. I don't know what to do now....I'm bored too I want to go to school already 4 more days!. I tried taking this whole sad,lost and bored feeling by watching different movies but it just won't disappear! THIS HORRIBLE FEELING! I just hope this whole lost,bored and sad feeling would disappear tomorrow~ I feel like dying!!!! and One more thing I hate this feeling to Like I want to go to some place already but I just can't Because the school starts in June 13! So excitingly nervous!

School...Its my first time in my life to be this excitingly nervous about school.....It's so weird I never liked school. and right now I don't care about college because if I Think about college and the present high school now then the Pressure Princess will be back and I don't want that so ill concentrate in my high school studies!!!! and I think this time I ain't gon' be this whole shy girl! I'll try to be....
-Active and cheery at Physical Education.
-Cheery all smile girl.
-Serious bout the Lessons.
-Won't be scared at anything.
-Won't forget to smile.
-Relax at school like at home.
And I think there's more but this is all for now.
So I never like Math and P.E. too hard for me but even thou They're hard and I won't get any high grades I'll still face it with a smile.
(I think I got inspired by Yamada Ryosuke's Quote)
-"Although your studies might become more difficult from now on; try overcoming it all with a smile on your face!"
-“If you have a smiling face then fun things will happen”.

YUP Those 2 quotes! inspired me so I hope these quote won't expired in my mind.

Even I'll make a mistake,embarrassment or such at school ill just smile or laugh it off since I want a memorable unique high school life. I won't be normal. I'll be weird! That's right it's better for me to show my true self than having a uncomfortable fake friends at the start of the school.
For the bullies.....I AM STRONG NOW! (even thou I got kinda bullied when I was in grade 3-4?)
For scary teachers! I'll just give you my usual poker face,be strong or act like tony stark!.
As for Crushes naaahhh I won't fall and I won't have a crush even thou the person is handsome for other people! But for me I am more a.......Japanese and British type?..well I don't know but I'm easily attracted to a awesome (for me) hairstyle.

Now Let's go to the last part and its kinda short!
MY YOUNGER SISTER'S BLOGGER! I don't think she'll blog a lot since she's a tumblr gal well if you want you can check her blogger out but not right now since its still new and I think she copied my Intro/first blog http://dealwithsakiiii.blogspot.com/

No need to worry about my highlights,Underlined,Italic,Bolded words/sentences I just want to have fun with it.~
So...this is where I should say Thank you for viewing this post and Good-bye...till next blog post on?....maybe on friday night~