My sister and I went to our first day of school today~
we were classmate not schoolmate. we are in a same room and same grade (since I drop-out 2 years of school) and guess what..........She told the teacher I am a shy type.....SHY TYPE I TELL YOU! I Have a lot of confidence in me and then she told the teacher I'm a shy type WTF...she could just say that I'm not like the others noise kid...I'm more of a silent person.....
Well Ill prove her wrong~ since today was a nervous day tomorrow I'll just chillax and Ill let my confidence out.
I am just not a sociable person but I am trying me best to be one so that I can have a memorable school year. Even the first day started today,I'm still nervous for tomorrow.....because tomorrow is the day where we meet our different subject teachers....and I'm nervous they might ask me something I don't know how/what the answer is.....Gosh I ALREADY told myself that if they ask me that then my answer will be
"I am sorry ma'am/sir...for I don't know the answer....I probably forgot or haven't learned the lesson yet"
I think it'll work to some other teachers and some will just say "blah blah blah your in fourth year now you should have learned this"
If the teacher say that then yeah ill be so embarrassed but I'll try not to because I said sorry and ill just give em a poker face.
I hope my sister won't say anything stupid/not true about me!
To my sister- If you happen to read my blog then please just keep shush about me OK...if people want a answer about me then they have to ask me since it IS about me! OK! and I'm trying to erase my shyness due to shyness can ruin opportunities OK...I'm trying to change I hope you understand.
FOR the people happen to read my words to my sister and says "why can't she just say it to her? they lived in a same house!"
well I think it be better for me to post this on blog so she can always remember these words.
well...till the next blog
I probably will blog bout school happening? maybe.
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ReplyDeleteI see that you have your own way of solving your social problems, releasing what you feel in your blog. Always learn from your past mistakes and I hope you find what you need to solve that problem so you'll have a memorable school year.
Well I hope ill learn from my past mistake..but It will be probably hard for me but I've done a lot of thinking and I was really a negative person last year....and I think I'm becoming more of a positive one since I now know what I really WANT to do with my life....Last year I was lost,pressured and not sure If I really want to do this dream or is it my dream....But now I got it all clear...all I need now is to study hard and think of something for how people,my family and friends on how to accept me and my surely dreams.
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